it was the kind of day where your hair looks good as soon as you get home. too many "what ifs" too many "could have beens" too many ideas of what might have happened if you'd just done one things differently.
and while all of this probably sounds like some random romantic attempt, i can assure you, nothing could be farther from the truth.
you ever been in the limbo stage of life? where it's not like you even have a pending decision, but you feel that you're in this complete state of awkward tranquility, where things are okay and they shouldn't be, or life is moving perfectly around you and you feel out of place. like no matter how tightly you hug your knees into your chest, you still feel...weird.
maybe i'm freaking out about nothing. maybe it's that time of the month. hell if i know.
i was determined not to start off again with this type of post. i was going to make it somewhat relateable and maybe even inspiring, like how m started with this awesome shoutout to a few of the people she loves (which, btw made my freakin day).
but december 14th i find out if i made it into u of i. unless i remember my password and check my status online and they have it posted. in which case i will know sooner.
2 factoids:
hey i started again, too. :)
and i totally know how you're feeling. i've been there far too many times.
it will work itself out.
And look at that, you made it in no sweat.
Like Cavya said, things will work themselves out eventually (just maybe with a bit of prodding and poking).
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